Before I actually start this morning’s blog post, allow me to throw out a little anecdote.
As I begin writing, I can hear thunder – it’s off a ways, but it always pulls up a past scenario.
I’m immediately reminded of this little white fluff of a Maltese pup that used to rule our home.
Her name was Tilly.
Tilly was afraid of nothing.
She’d go after any animal, or human, that didn’t belong in her yard.
She even thought she was a bird dog, and would go into a full point when any would come searching for worms.
Well, fearful she was not…….except when it thundered.
So, any time I hear thunder, I’m drawn back to the multiple times she would cower and shake like a leaf in my arms until it passed.
Just putting her in another room DID NOT work (NO THANK YOU!), she had to be held (good thing she wasn’t a Bernese Mountain Dog)!
Just tuck that story away for now….
My Lent-Challenge has me reading through all four gospels, over the course of a week, for the next concurring six weeks.
I’ve chosen The Passion Paraphrase, and am fully enjoying some of the fresh ways the scholars have rephrased some old-words that have grown a little tired (keep in mind this is a PARAPHRASE).
However, I highly recommend changing translations from time-to-time, asking the Lord to help us forget what we think we know and show us Truth anew.
Transitioning from one Biblical author to another, over the course of a few days, has made me more aware of the personalities of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John (from stoic, to fast-paced-hit-the-highlights, to nitty-gritty-detailed, to deeply passionate), and each is unique.
I’ve found myself grateful that the Lord chooses all sorts to speak-forth-life-giving-words, be they hated-but-reformed-tax-collectors, professional doctors, smelly fishermen, or scared kids who turn tail and run away when things get tough.
There’s a ministry that fits us all – a place for all our stories of redemption.
For this one thing is definitely TRUE: the gospels are overshadowed by one meta-narrative…
This said, there is one word that has stood out this week, and caused me pause:
People were awestruck by Jesus.
They were especially astonished, and stopped short, by His words.
His teaching moved them.
Sometimes with wonder.
Other times with dread.
All the time with respect!
They’d heard nothing like what they were hearing from Him!
In fact, look at one of the notations made in a commentary on Mark 1:22:
What the every-day-human sensed coming from Jesus’ mouth was DIFFERENT.
It rumbled and echoed in the caverns of their hearts and minds.
Jesus taught from His soul, out of His experiential knowledge of the Father…
Obedience out of a want-to…
Because there is no fear, or even a hint of rebellion, when you know with certainty you are loved!
To know the Father is to know love…
The Scribes, and Pharisees, of the day emphasized an outward keeping of the law…
In fact, spoken tradition trumped even what was written on the scrolls…
Jesus challenged the most educated among them.
I am listening for the rumbling in my own.
Where is it?
Why do I not hear it every time I pick up the Word of Life?
How have I become so desensitized to it?
The tradition of Lent is a 40-day-sacrifice.
The purpose is to look inward and to mourn the death that sin has caused in our lives…
…To re-discover the WHY of the CROSS FOR ME!
This week, I’ve become more profoundly aware of how common and ordinary the thunder of Jesus’ words has become in my own heart.
I’ve stopped paying attention…
His words don’t always resonate within me with the powerful force of AWESTRUCK.
I confess often reading with a casual attitude.
I confess becoming desensitized.
It’s so easy with the fast-pace of the world around me.
But, this Lenten Challenge has reminded me that it’s time to STOP and listen for the THUNDER!
Maybe even be a little frightened by it.
And, when push comes to shove, let the thunder drive me, shaking, into the arms of the one who came to SAVE!
He may be loud, and sometimes we may even feel a sense of panic, but He is always GOOD!
