One week ago this morning, I was sharing my last message on being anchored in hope with the women the Lord brought to Estonia on retreat.
I’d nearly lost my voice, ached all over, and ran a low grade fever for two days prior. I’m not one prone to picking up colds, somehow this one pounced on me like ugly on an ape (and here’s a picture to show how awful it was – well, if you could zoom in you’d see the big bags under my eyes).
BUT GOD –
He is a sustainer, allowing me to finish strong and well, rest in between speaking and counseling (at a distance), attend debrief meetings, and enjoy a few little touristy highlights (we visited a Viking Village, hiked through a fairy/elvin enchanted forest to magical waters, and toured a KGB museum).
In the midst of it all, I missed writing a post for this blog….and recognized right off it was perfectly OK (first time in about four years, though)!
As I wander toward the finish line of my study on what it looks like to be “seated in Christ,” it dawned on me that this past ten days of ministry, I found myself seated with royalty.
Not everyone gets to sit at a table with that much greatness!
I was honored.
Nearly 100 different royals…
Different faces…
Different names…
Different background stories of how they came to be at my table…
Different cultures, languages, areas of service all tucked into their belts…
But only one passion!
The same passion!
Jesus.
We were all at the same table, because we all wanted to bring honor and glory to Jesus.
We all want to serve Him and make His name GREAT AMONG THE NATIONS!
We came to the table on equal footing.
BUT…
Some came weary.
Some came ready to work.
Some needed refreshment.
Some brought the refreshing.
We shared stories.
We shared struggles.
We shared lifestyles and common-denominators of what it is like living in a different community thousands of miles removed from the American Dream.
And, once more, my mind time-traveled across years, states, countries, languages, traditions, jobs, financial stability to a land far-away, but near-and-dear to my heart.
I was reminded of how special it is to be called to God’s work, God’s way, where ever God leads.
These “go-ers” love what they get to do.
Like us, their go-ing is met with extreme joys and equally disheartening lows.
Like we did, they experience the thrill of being in the Lord’s service, and the fears that come with living in some dangerous corners.
They enjoy the diversity of culture, but the isolation and homesickness away from family overwhelms at the most random of moments.
Sometimes they feel guilty for having such a dichotomy of feelings.
Sometimes, it’s shame that sticks to them, because they don’t feel they measure up to “trusting God and acknowledging Him in all their ways?”
Sigh.
It’s nice to sit at a table with a group of women who get your life; who aren’t quick to judge; who can speak LIFE back into you, along with renewing, refreshing, and restoring your soul.
When I flew out of Lennart Meri Tallinn Airport last Sunday, a seed lodged it’s way into the soil of my heart.
I want to water it, tend it, and watch it grow.
That will take intention.
I’m no longer on the frontlines of M-work, serving the Lord globally.
When I’m back on US soil, it’s easy to forget what it’s like to be thousands of miles separated from all that is culturally normal, away from family, friends and the goings on back home.
Here in my busy-ness, it’s so easy to give financially to our workers serving far away, and call it good.
In fact, it’s so easy to text, or direct deposit, or Easy-Tithe straight into accounts that we don’t even have to think about where the money is going that is sent out on a regular schedule.
Sure, our churches try to highlight each go-er on a random basis.
We get the newsletters in our email in boxes, or they come snail-mail to us.
(Truth is that between 32-40% of our donor list reads our email newsletters…and the reports from the field are that this is COMMON!)
We glance at the pictures, read the headlines, and toss them in the trash.
This was the word that struck me most as I debriefed, counseled, chatted with, and talked over meals with our royals.
It was a recurring word.
Many feel INVISIBLE.
Distanced (this was another word).
Isolated.
Alone.
Back to the seed that was planted.
Instead of being invisible, I want my global workers to feel included, seen, heard, valued.
I want to be more deliberate with those we support financially.
It takes no time at all to shoot back an email response of two or three lines to let them know I do read, and will pray right now over what is happening in their neck of the world.
I can write snail mail notes. Maybe even put a small little something inside…
I remember the day I went to the mail box and picked up a letter with three sticks of gum in it (at the time we couldn’t get gum). One stick was missing (stolen in customs), but those that remained were a treasure!
Another time, a friend read a note I’d sent saying how hard it was to get plastic storage bags – and the next month, she sent me two sandwich baggies that lasted my lifetime on the field.
Prayers. Handwritten, emailed, sent in a text, or on social media…
Quotes. I still have a quote someone wrote out in calligraphy and sent in the mail to me. It meant the world!
How easy to send some encouraging Bible Verse that has meant something to me of recent, and why.
A bi-weekly, or monthly, “here’s what’s happened at home while you’ve been away” – with all the little random, crazy, stuff I overlook, but will mean SO MUCH to someone who has missed it.
I have recently learned to “WhatsApp” messages with pictures; and even connect with those on social media.
I can easily remember to ask questions about my workers area of service, a request for an update about a prayer request…I know these things are HUGE! to men and women on the field – it says, I am LISTENING.
How easy for me to stick gift cards to Amazon or I-Tunes or Netflix in the mail or better yet, send an e-certificate to them.
I can even send small care packages – maybe enlist our small group to help over the holidays.
I want to do more…
…and, help the invisible become more visible.
Wondering today….are you seated at a table with royalty? What do you know about them? How can you move them from the invisible seat?
